Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Empty Room, Full Mind


Welcome to First Grade!!!!

As a new teacher walking into her first classroom,  I was undeniably anxious.  I wanted to see the space that I was going to transform into a learning environment for a group of excited (hopefully), first graders. When I walked through the doorway, my heart abruptly stopped beating. The emptiness startled me. I had never seen a classroom completely empty before. I had four tables,  twenty-four chairs,  and a bookcase to work with. I knew that my future encounters with this classroom would be filled with blood (due to my manifest clumsiness),  sweat (due to the amount of effort that I am going to have to exert),  and tears (because something will inevitably break beyond repair or not turn out like I want it to- I'm slightly a perfectionist).  My mind began to rush over the things I would without a doubt need, the things I definitely want, and the things I couldn't possibly afford with a teacher's salary. I had hope though, because I had ideas and lots of them. My mind wasn't half full or half empty with ideas; it was absolutely FULL of ideas. From my student teaching experience at the same school, I was familiar with the arrangement of the class that had previously inhabited my new surroundings. Additionally, I had taken an entire album full of pictures with beautiful bulletin boards, organized classroom libraries, and theme decorations galore. I'm also an avid pinner on Pinterest with a classroom board that contains an ample amount of classroom management techniques, noise level charts, worksheets, and content area games. With all of these examples in my teaching tool belt, I felt confident that I could turn this seemingly desolate landscape into a thriving jungle of knowledge and learning.

Let's see what I can do in the upcoming weeks. I hope that you will follow me on this exhilarating adventure as I frolic through first grade this year!